Spindly fingers like piano keys

Long, strong and I see them

stretched tight across my

Ribs, counting

Quiet

but I know what songs

Your thoughts dance to deep

in the night.

And today

it finally rained.

my peace brought the sky

down

down, in pieces

from your strange heaven-

what a ride

Fireball of reckless

Joy

And I felt you here, with me

Roaring

on the wind

and emptiness.

In those moments

you feel so alone, so far

you don't know,

you don't know

how beautiful.

Today I was lost in

my own head again,

Driving slow

Enveloped

in the imaginary touch,

the hypothetical end result

When suddenly a little

gray bird fluttered

to a standstill

on my front driver's windshield.

He stayed there and

sat with me,

together we sat

in knowing,

knowing where

my thoughts had

led, once again

and

These days you are with me,

always.

I can feel your autumn from

Waves and echoes

Too far in the distance

creeping, burrowing

In gorgeous lines of melodies

Along my skin

Too close for comfort,

Mesmerizing and rich, dark honey

Like the clang of childhood windchimes

Like the pull of the moon tide

You come to carry me

Away.

Along the months like

Falling leaves, like old lovers

We have walked so tall and proud

But within us lies that same quivering

Each fall that sweeps our breaths

Along the ever stretching ground

We are both waiting, it seems,

For different things

But in the night we become

The same shadows

That unfurl like sleepy vines

Of longing, of creation

Or maybe

The destruction of that distance

That called to us before.

In my dreams last night

I touched your face,

I found the violet sky laid bare

In those beautiful, music-roughened

Hands, Fountain

of eternal youth.